Web
Exclusives: Comparative Life
a PAW web exclusive column by By Kristen Albertsen '02 (email:
albertsn@princeton.edu)
September
11 , 2002:
The
unsullied Princeton
Scandal or no, it doesn't
matter to me
By Kristen Albertsen '02
A favorite Sunday ritual of mine is waking late, downing coffee,
and settling into a comfortable chair for a leisurely afternoon
with the Sunday edition of the New York Times. Only calamities like
a horrific hangover or Monday deadline can quell my delight, and
there is little else, save gourmet coffee or a crackling fire, that
can augment it.
Last Sunday, however, was one of those rare occasions when my
end-of-weekend/ beginning-of-week ritual was even more satisfying
than expected, due to a special photo and article in the Times Magazine.
When I flipped to the weekly column entitled "The Way We Live
Now," I was struck by a vision it was, in full black
and white glory, a photograph of the Princeton University campus;
and not just anywhere on campus, but the steps and arch between
Patton and Cuyler Halls, more intimately known as my dormitory senior
year. To anyone else, even the average Princeton grad, such a scene
would appear generically gothic, taken anywhere in the junior slums
or Pyne courtyard or Rockefeller college. However, my seasoned eye
recognized the looming expanse of Brown Hall through the arch, and
the signature cracks and divots of the Cuyler stairs. I had trod
those stairs countless times my senior year in rain, in snow,
with the burden of the thesis weighing heavily on my back, on the
wings of freedom following graduation.
"Look!" I cried ecstatically to my Sunday guest. "That's
Princeton! That's my old dorm, where I lived all of senior year!"
He cast a uninterested eye at the photo of an anonymous college-age
male, back to the camera, trudging wearily up gray stone steps.
"Hmmm, that's nice. What's the article about?"
I realized, sheepishly, that I didn't even know. I was so excited
to see in print not just any Princeton but my Princeton that I had
ignored the textual content of the article. Who cared what it said?
Princeton as a news item or piece of gossip means nothing to me
compared to the personal opinions, associations, and memories I
possess.
Interestingly, that was effectively what the article said. For
those readers who did not peruse it, or even for those who did,
Walter Kirn '83, the author, was discussing Princeton's recent debacle
with Yale's admission website. He stated, in short, that the sudden
uproar over illicit and catty Ivy League tactics had done nothing
in the long run to tarnish the reputations of the Ivies. America
clings to and needs its ideal of meritocracy personified by elite
colleges like Princeton, he stated. I thought, just like it needs
patriotism symbolized by the flag or democracy embodied by the ballot.
No quantity of web security breaches, empty rhetoric, or hanging
chads will dampen our zeal for such American institutions. Princeton
and Harvard and Yale will always be the top three schools about
which everyone reads, writes, and dreams.
It is the same, in a sense, for me. While Princeton does not represent
to me the quintessence of meritocracy jobless and set to
leave the country in a week, I have yet to reap the benefits of
my education it does represent a certain social and educational
idyll that can never be corrupted. No amount of bad press or sleazy
exposÈs can muddy the memories I made at school, and little
that Princeton does while I am an alum will change the way I felt
as an undergrad. The factual text will never obscure the idyllic
picture of Cuyler courtyard I carry in my mind.
You can reach Kristen
at albertsn@princeton.edu
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